current mood: hostile (no kidding...) current mood: idlip ng imago *** Rotten days. Sheeesh. The solid, basic truths of life. I'm feeling out of the step trying to keep up with things. Pensive and empty-- I've taken a lot for granted and I can't live my life on mights and ifs and buts. I'm drained, pwede bang mag-break from living this fast-paced game... Teka muna. *** You can't stay happy just because the people around you are happy. Consolations are not enough and you need happiness as much as anybody else. You can't just overindulge on songs, tambays, and galas everytime you feel like you're slipping. You can't just wander away . *** Aylabtukeyporey! Asus! barilan na ni faiv. imburnal nung fi. yema at monay mi caloy. priorities ko <ika nga ni torvix>. dugong ni val. dentista ni cha. droga ni teph. bulaklak at sige version ni tin. gawang lalaki ni tovix. greek mythology. aseraje. ang mala kill bill na fight scene ni val at caloi nung tambay night. meeting sa kalay. pagpapaulan the night before tambay night. treasure box. mcdo katips. at marami pang iba... 2 years and counting... *** Playlist (sounds better...) Butterfly canival- sandwich Idlip- imago Hawak kamay- Yeng of Pinoy Dream Academy Hanging by a moment- Lifehouse
current mood: groggy current music: dulo ng dila (Pupil) *** 1. Hindi ako marunong pumito. 2. Hindi ako marunong mag-yoyo. 3. I don't eat dinuguan (ayoko lng talaga un). 4. Takot ako sa paputok pero enjoy manuod ng fireworks *** Current soundtrack ng buhay ko (ngeee...pangit pakinggan... hahahaha) 1. taralets – imago 2. win –brian mcknight 3. lunes- spongecola 4. spoliarium- imago version 5. hari ng sablay- sugarfree 6. here without you- 3 doors down 7. unwell- matchbox 20 When depression sets in nga naman talaga. Mahirap pero keri lng... "...tara lets tara tara *** Wowowee is a big reflection of what our government cannot provide. It's depressing rather than entertaining. Seeing those people trying just everything to have a little taste of luck somehow puts me into a miserable and gloomy state. Kung di pwede ma-eradicate totally ang poverty
current mood: listless and melancholic *bittersweet and if I could just have my own version of this reality, I would have probably run towards the nearest escape...* current music: huling el bimbo As months passed by I have (to some extent) forgotten this refuge... Case of the blues maybe. Depression perhaps. But my suspended animation is finally over, I'm definitely back. *** Maybe I had died a thousand deaths last year or I just probably felt defeated and dejected. Misfortunes, follies and setbacks. I've learned to live life like it was just the same but different. I'm neither happy nor sad. Pain is tolerable. I've turned into a sponge... Absorbing and just accepting everything on hand. Even close to being numb. Totally pathetic. But some miseries should be abdicated. Life is a grand adventure. It is as sweet as it is sorrowful. Miseries will pass (they always do). Maybe tomorrow I'll be better. Perhaps I'll feel again. *** and for my friends who have been there to catch me whenever I find myself slipping or falling short, Salamat! Angel, Thank you for just always being there. I can't thank you enough and the least I could do is just to try to understand everything. Simple and basic. Some things changed and I hope you'll always feel at peace. Ate Kai, You're an embodiment that wisdom doesn't come with gray hair. Thank you for just being there especially when my mind is working with .80% alcohol (heh-heh). Ava, Ateneo Law school is your destiny. I'm sure you'll be a great lawyer. Hintayin niyo ako ni Prec then magtatayo tayo ng lawfirm (heh-heh). Salamat sa kantahan, tambay, kain, lakad... sa lahat... we'll always be ADIKs and thank you for just being one of my closest. Don't worry nakakapagadjust na ako sa fact na I don't get to spend so much time with you guys (sana batchmates na lang tay...heh-heh). Ayen, Thank you for just always backing me up. Kabisado mo na ako… Thank God for all those jeepney rides. Prec (Gale) You'll be a great lawyer someday at gaya ng sinabi ko kay ava, hintayin niyo ako... (heh-heh) You're very wise and truthful and I admire you for that. Salamat. .. Your wisdom influences... Val, Batchmate! Magkakasundo rin pala tayo... Thank you for listening. Your opnions are highly regarded. 2k4a, blockmates, at sa iba pang kaibigan, Thank you for continuously supporting me. I'm really grateful for having friends that I can hold onto. Ayos! *** kanta, banda at orgmates... saya! an immediate remedy that deserves a sequel (heh-heh)... band fever is certainly intoxicating and having that backstage pass was enough to make me forget all the worries even just for a short time. It was like running away from reality... I was singing like there was no tomorrow, religiously uttering every word of every song that I know. Taking photographs and even asking for autographs. Funny... but yes, I was undeniably a fan that night... Sa uulitin...
current mood: bouncy current music: ung song ng dicta license na supre haba ng title... Waaaahhhh!!! I'm (slowly) losing my sanity... or probably it's just the vacation... Dunno.... i can't even write something sensible... (isang pagpapatunay ang entry na ito... malala na talaga ako) Magulo ba talaga ang mga bagay-bagay? Or are we just making them complicated? You tell me. *** You're too far and trying to reach you wouldn't help me (at all). Ok na to. Masaya lahat. Ayos! *** itutuloy...
Your Personality Is
I just haven't really had any sentimental outburst to talk about for these past few weeks. Or maybe I've just been stifled by my inner rumblings that people seemed to have thought that I completely lost my musing for blogging. Nah, I just haven't had too much distraction which probably explains why I'm breathing with boredom. Almost left with nothing much to do, I miserably growl over my bookshelf each day just to purge myself from a day of pure thinking and ranting. I even learned how to play counter strike which I think I should not be proud about since it just shows how I'm a total ignorant when it comes to pc games. And as for my ears, well, it seems that they're suffering from too much weariness. More sound tripping and I'm pretty sure I'll be qualified for a short vj or dj stint (hoo-hah). And Smart's unlimited promo definitely helps in way (though I'm still thinking of switching to Globe). Texting a lot of nonsense messages can be fun and I did in a way catch up with some people. In a few days, school will finally start so I finally decided to clean my room (which I don't really use since I still enjoy sharing another room with my sister). It was both fun and nostalgic having to go through old things. It made me really think. It's amazing how we fondly promise to cherish friends and yet in some way when there are others that come along, we tend to forget the old ones. Quite sappy but it's true. It made me think of my high school friends and the way I used to think that things will remain the same. Hey, we do still keep in touch but things are quite different now between us having different schools and different sets of friends. Dan (a friend who's now in the States) always asks how our friends are. Well, he always do that and he always gets the same answer expressed in different ways. "Kamusta na beerkada?" and I would just simply say "la na ko masyado balita" or “"huli ko sila nakita noong..." or “nanood kami ng movie pero matagal na un." And the last time he got that answer he just simply said "Masama na yan." I felt miserable having to be reminded by a friend living miles away. It also made me think of my blockmates and how I thought I'll spend my entire college life with them. After transferring to Diliman, I felt really sad not having to hang out with them but eventually I found friends after joining APSM. I just found myself too busy to even text my blockmates. It really is amazing how we easily forget( or how I easily forget). Maybe I've just been consumed with so many things but hey I'll live by and I'll catch up. I'm definitely back! *** I think I had an entry a year ago about Yael Yuzon being really cute. Well... He really is fantastically cute (exagg!) and I sort of enjoy listening to his voice (heh-heh). *** The saga is finally over and probably this means goodbye for Mr. Smith...
current mood: sluggish
current music: meant to live
current mood: nostalgic
current music: you'll be safe here
nine souls intertwined...
bonded by love and friendship.
Each has a story to tell...
But just as the breeze cannot be separated from the wind
These souls have danced the concord of life
under one great name
batchmates!
happy anniversary! mahal ko kayo... Para sa marami pang taon na pagsasamahan. Salamat!
current mood: "kilig" pa rin hanggang ngayon
current music: bla.. bla.. bla..
This is nothing serious and though I do sound pathetic, I must admit that Mr. Smith has got me all smiling. There's nothing really been going on for these past few days but I'm so damn alive. Shit! I'm back to my old self again.
hibernation has finally ended. Finance Committee: Keri lang. Hirap pero I have to bear with reality. No more tears? Impossible pero I'm learning a lot of things. Sa totoo lang, kahit ngarag I'm enjoying every single moment of it. AyLabEyPiEsEm! Acads: Having 4 major subject in 1 semester is quite bearable. Sanayan lang namann. Minsan nakakalito nga kasi nago-overlap ung mga lessons tas kailanagn mo isipin sang subject ko na ba to narinig. Funny. Ms. APSM: Saya! Sa uulitin. Sa mga contestants, galing. Syempre proud ako kay Nyl for bagging the best in talent and 2nd runner-up award at syempre kay Caloi for the grabbing the Ms. APSM title. Di rin naman papahuli sila Viktor, Val at Pido. Ang lalakas ng tama niyo. Tambay: As usual patagalan sa tambayan. Ewan. Parang sobrang attached na ako sa tambayan na ang hirap umalis. Cards plus scrabble? Iba talaga tambayan ng org. Hula: Di pa rin tapos ang hula craze. Haha Ewan. Salamat torky sa maraming oras na paghuhula sa mga mems. Hmmm... 3 times ko ata sya tinanong sa card si "R". Natatawa nga ako kasi nung una talaga naiyak ako nung sinabing hindi sya. Ewan. Siguro kahit na hula lang un that was what I really needed that time. Alam ko na kasi dati pa pero bearing with reality was too much. Siguro dapat gumawa ako ng separate entry about sa hula s akin ni torky. Oo, un na lang siguro gagawin ko. Mr. Smith: Am I just forcing myself? Pero, natutuwa talaga ako sa kanya. Haha Ewan. Parang high school. Di bagay. Abangan na lang natin ang susunod na kabanata. Clue? Nasa tabi-tabi lang pero mind you wala sa org, sporty (ata) pero di volleyball, mabait. Un na lang, baka malagot pa ako. current mood: masaya naman kahit papano
current music: walk this way
What would you think if I sang out of tune
Would you stand up and walk out on me
Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song
And I'll try not o sing out of key
Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends
What do I do when my love is away
Does it worry you to be alone?
How do I feel by the end of the day
Are you sad because you're on your own
No, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends
Do you need anybody
I need somebody to love
Could it be anybody
I want somebody to love
Would you believe in a love at first sight
Yes, I'm certain that it happens all the time
What do you see when you turn out the light
I can't tell you but I know it's mine
Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends
Do you need anybody
I just need someone to love
Could it be anybody
I want somebody to love
Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends
Yes I get by with a little help from my friends
With a little help from my friends
dreamer
freak
deepthinker
bum
couchpotato.
artist (yeah hatever that means)
spender
loony
confidant
tongue-tied
walking contradiction
straight arrow
glutton
prematurely ambitious
unusually intense
sympathetic sidekick
hard to catch, harder to keep
off steam
impassioned individual
flower child
sanguine
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